17 April 2008

[L'Ame Immortelle/"Silver Rain"]

Okay, so this is nothing--and I do mean nothing--new for you. I mean, get real, I'm seventeen. What do we know?

Anyways, I think my friend Chris (R) is acting a bit odd towards me lately. Maybe it is because he is not feeling well, but he's acting odd, I think. Sure, he gave me the semi-obligatory gum ninth period--but he ditched me today! Yesterday was nothing, sure, he's got a girlfriend to attend to, and I get that....but what happened to your friends? There's a group of Freshmen (his "Pet Freshmen" he calls them) he hangs out with every single day during our lunch period--and he wasn't with them all period, he wasn't even in the cafeteria. That's something, something's up with Chris. I don't think his girl is behind it--what can she do? If she's jealous of me, she needn't be--I won't steal Chris away from her. I've got more pride than that. I really, truly think I do. He thinks he's sick--but why shouldn't he say hi, or apologize for when he ditches me?

Like, I am not really, really mad about it, because it's happened before and I think I've started to become immune to being left behind. I just wonder why Chris is acting so different and abandoning his friends? Are we not good enough for him anymore?